Sometimes I feel like it's better to just isolate myself instead of taking the chance of getting hurt. I always just seem to be too "weird" for most people or not up to their standards.. I just feel numb at this point and wonder if i even have the capacity to love

Oct 11, 2021 · 2:20 AM UTC

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Replying to @DArnoldin
the idea of a pandemic is to bankrupt everyone into submission. then the Mind-controllers will step in and provide a solution, Universal basic income, and recipients will be required to take the vaccine, or die of starvation.
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I understand that. I am to the point where there is no option. It is better to no feel and be numb.
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Yeah this is why I quit trying to go on dates and stuff the minute I open my mouth I start to feel insecure and majority of the time I'll never get a 2nd date
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Replying to @DArnoldin
Keep trying to find at least one or two people weird like you. Honestly I have like 2 friends who are weird in the same way as me and whenever I get together with them it's a giant relief knowing I'm not alone.
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Replying to @DArnoldin
if there is a chance of getting hurt you got the capacity to love as well.. works two ways, in door, out door. just to simplify... in this fallen world lots question their own ability to love.. Good things happen at bad times, you'll get to know the depth of your heart 4 sure😉
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Replying to @DArnoldin
that is a choice, some risks are worth taking. love is never easy, but finding someone you can truly connect with imo is worth the risk. i just stumbled upon this video recently and it helped me have a better understanding, hope it helps you. piped.kavin.rocks/watch?v=SVZ6NV4q…
Replying to @DArnoldin
Same dude. I literally said F it and moved to an island. 🤣 Check this out though. It may help make sense of things a bit. Learning about ‘Complex PTSD’ actually helped me define and deal with the effects of all the propaganda, isolation, and division more clearly.
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Replying to @DArnoldin
Perhaps your spirit guides recognize they aren't up to your standards and has better things in store for you...
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Yea here's hoping only place I feel comfortable it with my online fam